Royal phone hoax DJ Mel Greig today spoke of her pain at the suicide of nurse Jacintha Saldanha, saying: “I won’t ever fully forgive myself” and claiming she became a recluse and lost a year of her life. Greig said she blamed herself for the death of the nurse… [and] would always have the knowledge Mrs Saldanha referred to her in a suicide note. “Nothing will change the fact Jacintha thought of me before she took her own life,” she told Woman’s Day magazine in Australia.